it’s been 95 days since I last logged in and my life has changed so much? perhaps ‘so much’ is an exaggeration, but I have a new job, a new career, and going through a different type of motions these days.
perhaps at the time I started, it was the universe already (as usual) re-routing me to a different path but man what a ride it’s been. it’s basically summer now!! it’s hot! i am getting over a cold! cool aunty V from Youtube who I watch religiously has been NOT commenting on my comments 🙁 but that’s ok, she may have not liked my super sarcastic joke about wanting a pic of her face captioned with ‘hello love buckets!’ although I wasn’t actually joking as that would actually make me cheer up seeing her face with her usual greeting.
here are my PUBLIC thoughts right now:
I really love the show Shrinking. it makes me feel all the feels, of course, but also reminds me of how human we all are, and how human we will be, and how human we should treat each other. I feel bad for all the wingoringo circus I put my husband through and I feel bad at times and then I remember that I’m human too and I could lend myself some grace, (or a LOT of it), and keep trying my best. that’s basically been my mantra and motto during my onboarding of my new job. all we can do is try our best.
anyway. let me go to my actual journal and speak my actual truth without the fear of offending anyone. not that I just go through an internal diatribe of offensive things but I’m just saying.
what a time. thanks Universe, I love you so much.
also, been trying to live this Hawaiian practice called “Ho’oponopono”. check it out. bye everyone! or just me! whatever 🙂